隨筆

抱病寫下這篇文章..

給一些朋友:
真的很怕有這一天..我們慢慢會不再聯繫了..
聽朋友說,我有個拿5A3B的朋友明年進了B班..
如果消息沒有任何差錯,那也不就是等於我們還有很多的朋友都會分開了?
不清楚明年的班級是如何分班..但我應該可以知道我們不會在同班了..

真的很怕有這一天..我們再也不會聯繫了..
今年我們已經很少很少聯繫..
如果明年真的不同班了,那恐怕我們真的不會再聯繫了..
安慰自己我可以更專心的上課..但是我能做到嗎? 或許.

真的很怕有這一天..我們會因為不同班而關係疏遠了...
同班了那麼多年..突然跟你不同班,我會不習慣..
少了你的笑聲..少了你跟我作對..我真的會不習慣..
只希望我們的友情不會因此而改變... :]

祝福你.

随笔

今天,有蛮多话很想说..很想说..

1. 学业
在这两个月中,我反复地认真想了想..明年我到底该进什么班呢?
在我拿了初中评估考的成绩后..我很确定..明年我会进A班..
其实,在那成绩前,我已想好好了..我会选择Science Class..奇怪吧?
多数的人都以为我会选择Art Class但是他们错了..
我从没想过要进那一班..只是很想报考那一科..
他们也觉得蛮可惜的..我也是没办法..
说真的..我并不是很想进那一班..
如果Science和Account给我选..我会肯定的告诉你,我对account比较把握..
其实那两班,我真的对它们没兴趣..

2. 朋友
拿了初中评估考的成绩后,我知道一些我蛮要好的朋友的成绩..
他们的成绩不是说很好;也不是说很差..中等
我真的很希望跟他们同班..毕竟我们都同班了3年了..
当然是有点不舍得啦..
记得那时候你还没拿成绩的时候,我们做了个承诺..
希望承诺不被破灭..
当天我很意外,你的手机没钱了,但是你还是会用家里的拨电给我..
毫不犹豫地告诉我你的成绩..你的成绩不比我好,但是你还为我开心..谢谢♥
希望你会记得你答应过我们彼此的事情..也恳求上帝我们明年同班吧...
还有另人,希望他进他理想的班吧 :)

3. 累
这几天把自己搞得累累的..每天就早起晚睡..
是有原因的啦..因为朋友 X)
不想冷落任何一朋友..所以搞到自己如此憔悴..
黑眼圈也明显了好多好多..
这几天,他就很早发封早安简讯给我..所以就很早起..~.~
这几天,跟另外一个朋友一直夜聊..所以就很晚睡.. ==zzZ

4.他和他
-对他有一种莫名的..(很多)
-对他心冷了..
*你们是看不懂的我在写什么*因为我不想说那么多*

Results

Went to school in this morning for taking my PMR result..
Something make me scared and excited when Im going to school..
Saw many friends are waiting their result when I reach there..
Finally, I took my result from my class teacher, Pn.Leong..
I wanted to shout when I saw my result.. (but not 8 A's lar)
I though that I will get at least 3 A's or maximum 6 A's in PMR..But
I got 7 A's..
It's make me happy but not because of my result..
It's I got A in English subject.. Im so suprised and happy :D
In standard 6, I got 6 A's in UPSR and a B for english..
But now in PMR, I got 7 A's and a B for BM..
But it's ok..

My UPSR result in the year of 2007 _ 6 A's

I cried that time when I got my result.

My PMR reult in this year 2010 _ 7 A's

I didnt cried but I was very suprised

Congratulation to all my dearest friends too..

You had do your best in your PMR..

Even there're some peoples looks down..

But I hope they don't want sad again for this..

There's a long path waiting for us to go on..

Try your best again next time in SPM..STPM..and university....

我是誰?

今年我15歲了..

也快迎接16歲的到來了..

你好,我的花名叫_牛牛

[這張照片我根本沒有修改過,只是加了個名,我不喜歡修改照片]

其實我是一個很平凡的女生..

我沒有像她們那么樣漂亮..

但至少還有個完好的樣貌..

我沒有像她們那麼樣苗條..

但至少體重不屬於肥胖型..

我沒有像她們那麼樣高挑..

但至少還有161cm的身高..

我沒有像她們那麼樣瘦小..

但至少不是那麼的很大只..

我沒有像她們那麼樣斯文..

但至少沒有在你面前做做..

我沒有像她們那麼樣溫柔..

但至少我偶爾會關心你們..

我沒有像她們那麼樣會說話..

但至少有話直說不扭扭捏捏..

我沒有像她們那麼樣的輕聲細語..

但至少我的聲量還不至於嚇著你..

我沒有像她們那麼樣熱誠..

但至少還會跟你打個招呼..

我沒有像她們那麼樣聰慧..

但至少我還是有點小智慧..

我:-

-冷酷

-癲狂

-小氣

-孤僻

-怪癖

-很無言

-愛大笑

-講話大聲

-喜歡畫畫

每個人都有每個人的特別,特點..

這,就是我

知道嗎?

Latest Art Works

Hey, I come to show my latest art works again..

Welcome to leave your valuable comment here..

 Merry Christmas is around the corner.

Hohoho.. I done this at My Art Studio.

Cute? LOL

 Human Body_1

Erm...? It's not bad? My first human's draw XD

 Human Body_2

Quite like this.. How about you? Nice or Bad? o.O

Human Body_3

Hehe..Speechless -.-

I say : Next week maybe is the last class for this year..I think I can complete my first level in this year.. Clap hand *^_^*~..Hahaha.. I hope my art skill will improve more again.. And I love art forever...Muacks >3<

Kura's 15th Birthday

Yesterday was Kura's Birthday.

Wish you Happy Birthday!

We celebrated Kura's Birthday on Tuesday night at Pizza Hut.

The first time I celebrated  her birthday together.

Kura was my old friend.

We knew each other 9 years already.

In my heart, Kura was a friendly friend and also a clever girl!

Hope she will happy always and wish her all the best in her life.

Our's big photo.

From behind left to right : Thuan Pin, Leonard, Llyod, Me, Yi Feng

From front left to right : Yong Chiam, Kura, Han, Ei Leen

Actually. I love this photo very much :D

Tell you something:

-My birthday left 29 days more XD

-I saw him but we looked weird ==

-You disappear without inform me! ><

-Next Thurday PMR result coming out ~.~



花式包扎禮物

這是我第一次用花式方法包扎禮物..
第一次包扎,难免會覺得有些困難..
但最後也是完成了啦..哈哈哈 =v=!

讓你瞧一瞧我所包扎的禮物..

好看嗎?

還不賴,對吧?

上邊的彩帶也是我自己做的哦..

不過就沒那麼好看..

因為彩帶太細難做..

不然還可以做得更美更好看 :D

Familiar essay

Yesterday my little Mui Mui suddenly want to come my house to stay one day.
I was very happy for that.
So, she slept with me yesterday.
She came my house and used my computer for online.
I was boring when my sis was using my computer. =.=
She want to stay my house today again but I don't want let her stay.
Haha..Am I bad? LOL

 But wednesday she will come again and stay for 5 days 4 nights.

OMG~!

Mui Mui praised that my cooking was good but actually I'm bad in cooking. SWT

My little Mui Mui.

Mummy bought Christmas present for us today.

Jie jie and me have a new shirt [ GIORDANO LION POLO]..

Mui Mui have a cutie present..

And Jie jie have a 周杰伦限量版专辑[RM119.90..!!!]

The shirt quite expensive..

One shirt cost RM69.00.. O.O!!

Mui Mui's present.

Took this picture from internet. Quite hard to find this ==

My present.

Happy green giordano lion polo lady's shirt.

Jie Jie's shirt was purple but I love green most :D

Additional Math, SUCK!

This picture was took by me.

You can see my book was all in red word.

Suck in Add Math!

Wahaha..Should I happy with my add math tuition test? LOL

I used 1 hour 30mins to do 9 questions only..

Actually there're many questions I haven't done yet..

Just discuss 3 question de answer..

I can say that I wrong all..

S.W.T

Even I still cant to understand Add Math well..

But I dont hate it..

I LIKE IT

Because it has challenging :)

Familiar essay

My mood turned good just now..
I ate too much today because my mood was kindly bad today..
Maybe because of him..aiks..don't think too much,girl..
But I'm felt better right now after chatting with them..
Isshhh..I need to do more exercise tomorrow..

My cousin asked me to do volunteer at an orphange at Bukit Cahaya on this Saturday..
But I haven't give her answer that I want to go or not..
Because maybe I have a trip with my family on this Saturday too..
I was chatting with Jin Joo just now..
And we got chat about this..
He was interested to be volunteer with me on this Saturday..
But we don't have a sure answer that we can go together or not?
I need to wait my mom's answer..
If I can't go..He will not go too..
If he can't go..I will not go too..
Because I don't want lonely..
I was suffering for this..

I hope that I can go trip with my family but I also hope that I can work as volunteer with him..
Aiks..I don't know..Just waiting their answer..
That's all today.
Bye :)

Something to show you :D

Yep..I bought something at Jusco on last Sunday and just now..
There're some stationery, book and ...
I'm waiting and preparing the things for school reopen...

Just now, I saw my primary school friend..But I doesn't say HI to her... :(
She's Amelia. Her appearance and height still same..Her hair still short..
But she can't regonize me..Maybe I had changed a lot..
I'm ugly, have a tom-boy hair style, wear spec when primary school..
Now I'm prettier than before, have a long hair, less wear spec...
I was happy to see her again :D

Something to show you...

I took this from Bukit Tinggi Jusco_Christmas tree.

Some stationery that I bought_RM23.60 (total cost)

A good english book_RM23.90 after discount

Yesterday I was very furry that my english book was lost!

I don't know who steals my book but... ...

So I buy this book..too bad :[



Yep...I love HL milk.. <3

The best choice..!

My aunt bought 3 small boxes of strawberries for me from Cameron.

Yep..They knew that I love strawberry most..

Yummy..It's tasty..!

I want to say: This friday maybe have a travel with family..Hoho..I want took many pictures that day...^^

Latest Art Work

Hey dear friends..
I were very happy to share my latest art work with you..
See down here :)

There're my newest art work..
And also the new topic that I learn : Human Body_Hands and Legs

There're many hands. Which hand that you thought that most like yours?

Haha..Just joke with you..

Remarks by teacher : Good job..Your composition of hands was good..

The second art work : Human body_legs

Well..I hate to colour the trousers and skirt..

I want to say : Now, Im learning human drawing now..After done another 5 human, then I can up level..Quite excited for this..Then, I can learn something harder than level 1.. Very expert that day Im coming up level..Yoo-ho~

Welcome to leave your valuable remarks..

I will appreciate it..Thanks :D

Familiar essay

Yep..December was occurred now..
I very regret that I had waste the valuable time on November..
Just keep watching movie, facebooking, sms+ing..
But I didn't totally wasted the time..
I still have to attend Add Math tuition class..=o=

Now I'm having migraines to arrange my tuition timetable for this month or next year/month..
A lot of my dearest friends already have started their tuition after PMR..
Most of them tuition at Delta or ET..
But I didn't go there for tuition cause the transport problem..

Now, I still consider what tuition class I have to take..
Wawasan Tuition Timetable:
English  [MON, 6PM-8PM] (RM50) *Maybe I will take this
Add Math [TUE, 8PM-10PM] (RM50)
Math [FRI, 7PM-8.30PM] (RM40)
Chin Tuition Timetable:
Science [MON, 3.30PM-5.00PM] (RM50)
Math [MON, 5PM-6.30PM] (RM50) *Maybe I will take this
BM [TUE, 3.30PM-5.30PM] (RM50)
Physics [WED, 7.15PM-8.45] (RM50) *Taking this month or nxt month
Chemistry [WED, 8.45PM-10.15PM] (RM50) *Taking this month or nxt month
Add Math [THURS, 7PM-9PM] (RM50) *Taking now
English [FRI, 3.30PM-5.30PM] (RM50)
A/C [8PM-10PM] (RM50)
Sejarah [ still don't know] *Taking this month but still don't know the time

I want to say : I'm f*king crazy for that timetable..Because if I take english at wawasan..I cant take math at chin tuition..Later I will dicuss with my teacher..Hope that he will help me to adjust again the math timetable for me..If not, I think I will only take english then math not need to tuition..See first..


I told myself..
I must study hard and also study smart now..
And improve my english vacabulary and grammar because..
I dont want be the most stupid at good class..!
So, I start to do revision even that doesn't have a lot of benifits..(I think so)
But I sure that I will be more smart one day  if I keep studying...

I want to say: I read this book just now..And do some question in this book..I was sad for that when I discover that I'm really weak in English..Some simple question I can do but some hard question I can't understand if I doesn't search dictionary for those meaning..But I'm very happy that I had learn some new words today :D

我想说

30.11.2010
昨天一大早就起身下KL去了...
妈咪帮我把头发给烫直了...
做了大概有4个钟...屁股不痛反而是头很酸...
这是我的新造型...好看么?

小语：昨晚夜归..回家中骂..我，哭了..你喜欢怎样骂就怎样骂..因为我说什么都无补于事..习惯就好..我就这样常对自己这么说...

1.12.2010

我想说,

1.今天是新的一个月..也是2010年的最后一个月..我没有什么打算..就只想安然度过这个月份..等待新一年的到来..又再踏回我的中学生活..不同的是明年的生活会少了你..但我会慢慢习惯..我该会将明年的生活把它更新过..从新做回那个我..虽然回来的不是完完全全的那个我,但是我会尝试..因为我在勉强自己做不可能的事..

2.还是那一句话..你过得好吗?我想说,我过得蛮好..那你呢?

欣宜说过,或许我们的感情比起一般的朋友还来的不平凡...也许你就是上天派来保护我的守护神..要我珍惜这段友谊..

或许是吧..我坦诚,我不是那么很珍惜这段感情..但至少我曾有努力的挽回过..很想把那条裂缝给补救回来..但是补救回来的感情,最终还是淡化了..所以,我有点想放弃..我和锦祖做了个决定..幸亏还有他的相伴..不然我垮了也没人晓得..

还是那句,希望你好好..

我想说

1.前今天去了一日游，懒得写所以就skip。

2.这几天心情都蛮好的...原因是...可能我找到了能和我相处愉快的朋友?那是锦祖?或许是吧...我也不知道我们为什么也会无端端地可以聊了那么多那么多...他把他的心事都告诉我了；我也把我的心事告诉他...我们互相扶持彼此...互相安抚对方...或许这是老天爷送给我的礼物...我，开朗许多...因为有他...谢谢你 :) ...
我记得我们在中一刚认识时，都对对方很反感...不过过后关系渐渐好了...但是却好不过另外一个人...虽然我和锦祖的往事不是很记得...但是我却还记得有好几次我难过的时候，孤独的时候是他逗我开心，是他陪伴我...等等!我要在此声明我们只是好朋友哦...
现在他需要我，我也会义不容辞的帮助他...希望我这个好朋友，都会是我永远的好朋友...第二次跟他说我爱你，我的好友^_^

3.这几天还是有点胡思乱想...但是比较少了...说实话，我真的还很想念他...我阻止不了自己不要去想他...我已经很多天没有见到你了...你过得好吗?我总是在想，我在想的人都在想另外一个人，为什么我还要去想你、喜欢你呢?我就是讨厌自己专一、长情...现在只是想，明年我得彻彻底底把你在我的心目中给抹走...忘记曾经有爱过这么的一个人...
我总在说，希望你可以很你爱的人得到幸福...其实也不是嘴巴说说而已...心却不是那么很想...因为我舍不得你...说那么多，也只是废话...因为梦不可能成真...成真我可能也承受不了...
希望你好好...

Lawatan Sambil Belajar di KL

5.22a.m —— I automatic wake up... [Isshhh...long times didnt wake up early...My eyes turn red...Bad ): ]
6.35a.m —— Im the first guy reach at school and waiting them come lonely [Ling Chow was the second guy reach to school]
7.00a.m —— Going to bus [ 7.15am will start going to KL but Pn.Lim Soo Kiam was late!]
7.30a.m —— Going to KL
9.00a.m —— The first place we went was Dataran Merdeka and Bandar Sultan Abdul Samad [The first time I come...felt excited :D]....Then we went to Tugu Peringatan Negara and Galeria Sri Perdana.
12.00p.m —— Lunch time [Having Mcd...Very good cause not need pay self money :D]
1.00p.m —— We went to Memorial Tunku Abdul Rahman...then Memorial Tun Hussien Onn..lastly...Memorial Tun Abdul Razak
4:15p.m —— Went back school
5.12p.m —— Reach to school
5.41p.m —— Went home [Thanks fo koko's father to fetch me back (: ]

Enjoy to view these photo...



View more pictures : http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=2078207&id=1593643896

Latest Art Work

Yep :) This was my newest art work

Quite like this :P

I say : Yoo-ho...Finally I done my last landscape art work...But just only complete the first level landscape...I must more gambateh... Now I can learn te new topic again... It was human's body...Quite hard to learn... Especially when I drew that fingers... I can't stop to scratch my head when I was drawing that... Haha XD But I very happy to learn it :)

Niu Niu.

请你听好

作詞：光良　作曲：光良　編曲：中村知太


明天我們暫時要分離　電話中你不捨的語氣
你說可不可以　放你的心在行李
跟著我飛行　我們就可以永遠不分離
每天要聽一次我愛你　你說這樣會感覺貼心
如果說我離去　你的心會下起雨
滿天是烏雲　整個世界少了空氣

＃把你抱在懷裡　我們沒有言語
感覺離別前兩顆心在一起
我們抱在懷裡　我們不想言語
今天以後留下回憶　我們可以(一起)溫習
我愛你　不言語　這一刻天在哭泣

離別那天你為我送行　說好我們不難過傷心
我說可不可以　一路握你的手心
放在我懷裡　這樣才能感覺你的呼吸

站在離境門前看著你　臉上你捨不得的表情
如果說我可以　用全宇宙的魔力
讓時間暫停　讓我們可以不分離

Repeat　＃.＃.＃

我愛你　不放棄　這一刻不想分離
不會分離　不會分離　不會分離

这是你第一次唱给我听的歌...你，还记得吗? :(

我很怀念这首歌...更怀念那时候的你...

你现在还会听这首歌吗?

你现在还会唱给我听吗?

我知道...你，不会了。

牛，笔。

I wanna to say,

Something make me cant understand always...
Maybe I should ask you the reason...
Because I really dont know the answer...

U like to bully me always...
U like to scold me always...
U like to boom me always...
Anything else you havent do to me?

I told myself always...
You got pay attention to me then I should be happy...
Better than you ignore me...rite?
So...
I let you scold me always...
Although sometime you use that rude word or not nice word scold me...
I never get angry to you...
Even if I should not be scolded by you...
Never mine.

The most important thing is...
You didnt ignore me...
At least you will find me somedays...

随笔

现在是放假时间了...
有点懒惰更新部落格...
因为都不知道要写什么好呢...
那就一个一个说吧...

1. 学业

人生要过的第二挑战(PMR)总算过了...对...过了...
但是我很不开心...因为...
家人都在打赌我能拿多少的A...
他们对我的期望很大...
但是我知道 我这次做得实在不好
我很难过...你们懂吗？
请不要再拿PMR来说了....!!!!因为我不可能拿5科A以上了...
连4科A都有问题了.... :(

这个月我已经开始补习了...
只是补一科...那就是高级数学(Add Math)...
它让我学得已哭出来了...
可能老师教的方式我不习惯...
我是明白它的方程式...
不过就不明白为什么要这样做...
一句话，我是靠死背来做的...
我怕我不行!!!

明年得选着科系念书...
我心中已有个答案...
我会选着science class...
因为我不知道要选什么了...
我很舍不得他...
毕竟都相处了蛮多年...

2. 生活

这几天都在玩网上游戏(SDO)...
还是第一次玩...
所以面子书很少上了...
不是玩游戏那就是看戏...
无聊的过每一天...
其实我在浪费时间...

3. 朋友

都不懂搞什么鬼...
最近身边的朋友不是开始谈恋爱...
那就是被我发现他们有喜欢的对象...
真是无奈...
其实我很羡慕一个朋友...
虽然那个朋友与他喜欢的对象只是搞搞暧昧...
但是足以让我羡慕...
因为他们至少有点甜甜的回忆...
希望他们会好好 :)

待续...

Majlis Perpisahan Pengakap 23, 2010

Last Saturday was our scout MP Day.

We stay at school last friday night to clean the class and practice our performance.

We could not sleep that night because there are many mosquito attacked us. Too bad :(

The second day morning...We start to "bu zhi" the stage...

The AJK of MP.

Behind start from left to right : Kah Yee, Desrine, Zhu Wei, ?,?, Eng Chiew, Ling Chow, Chee Keat, Eng Guan, Thuan Pin

Front start from left to right : Suet ting, Chin Siew, Caryn, Chew Woh, Kien Li, Shing Yee, Pei Sze, Me

The AJK of MP

(我们的招牌动作--23）

I didnt lazy o...

Im waiting them to colour their hand...

Leave their handprints on banner. :)

The most funny of us XD

Many pictures at facebook album

You can view it from : Desrine Sam's album or Momoko Wong's album or Tpin's album or Eric Tee's album

ONCE A SCOUT, ALWAYS A SCOUT =]

MIA (Malaysian Institute of Art)

This is Malaysian Institute of Art.

Although it was small but have perfect equipments.

On the way to MIA...

There're traffic jam...

Very hot in the bus and hard to breath because ventilation...

We design a pair of shoe at there by using the recycle things...

Finally we won this small small de competition...

Very boring at bus so I take some pictures here...

This is me :)

Something blur here...

But still can recognize us :)

Yie Woon and Me.

Again.

Sleeping beauty...

Shhh..dont disturb him...

He is my friend---Ling Chow.

Si Hiao Po...

Keep acting cool at bus.. ==

Ah Xiong.

Only him willing to give me take pic.

Oh-no!

The boy who wears red shirt is my Ko~

Have a nice day today =]