无从压力感 每天睡不着
三更半夜 想有的没的
也许因为换了新环境
也许因为上了degree
也许因为怕不适应
为什么这些上foundation的时候都不会这么觉得
这样天天担心 心惊胆跳的日子 很难熬
每晚睡不着 却逼着自己睡觉
搞到每天下午都要小睡
外婆还以为睡那么久了 下午又睡
其实是这几天的精神特别不好 真的不好
我很累
下午的时候 我才能真正入眠
我很压力 :(
外婆叫我不用想那么多 就这样去读
我就告诉他 不是回去金宝 不一样了 还真怕的
我应该不该想太多
希望一切顺其自然
不要再压力了
不要神经病。
Monday 19 May 2014
Tuesday 13 May 2014
May'14_First Post
I'm back, my little blogger!
Okay, I'm too boring now so I have decided to make something noise here.
It's sem break now. Ya, it's holiday now. Just left around 2 weeks then new semester will be started.
The different things are I'm going to degree and I will start my new life in Setapak,Kuala Lumpur.
I'm very excited for that but at the same time I still miss those days in Kampar especially with friends.
Now, I'm going to start a new life in 2014. No longer Poh Li will be my roomate and no longer cycle to school everyday. Everything had been changed. Seriously, I have little bit of worry because stay with new roomate who I knew in Semester one Foundation. Although she is friendly enough but I scare can't communicate well with her.
You know lar..Talk easy but when come to live together..this is hard to estimate :(
I wish everything will go smoothly and my study too :)
My final result had released and the result is out of my expectation. My result had dropped and I really feel emo. I blamed myself that I didn't maintain or improve it. One thing that I can't understand is I don't know why that subject I would get such low result. I never expect of that.
But I can't the fact. So, I promised myself to sad for a day and happy for the next.
Fortunately, I can go to degree after one year of foundation.
Time passed so fast. I feel I'm old. :(
How bad is this?
Should be always sanguine. But how?
Find something to do and get some targets in life?
Maybe.
Okay, talk back to brother sister relationship.
There's nothing special or something happen.
I had ended up this relationship.
We're normal friend.
That's all.
Okay, I'm too boring now so I have decided to make something noise here.
It's sem break now. Ya, it's holiday now. Just left around 2 weeks then new semester will be started.
The different things are I'm going to degree and I will start my new life in Setapak,Kuala Lumpur.
I'm very excited for that but at the same time I still miss those days in Kampar especially with friends.
Now, I'm going to start a new life in 2014. No longer Poh Li will be my roomate and no longer cycle to school everyday. Everything had been changed. Seriously, I have little bit of worry because stay with new roomate who I knew in Semester one Foundation. Although she is friendly enough but I scare can't communicate well with her.
You know lar..Talk easy but when come to live together..this is hard to estimate :(
I wish everything will go smoothly and my study too :)
My final result had released and the result is out of my expectation. My result had dropped and I really feel emo. I blamed myself that I didn't maintain or improve it. One thing that I can't understand is I don't know why that subject I would get such low result. I never expect of that.
But I can't the fact. So, I promised myself to sad for a day and happy for the next.
Fortunately, I can go to degree after one year of foundation.
Time passed so fast. I feel I'm old. :(
How bad is this?
Should be always sanguine. But how?
Find something to do and get some targets in life?
Maybe.
Okay, talk back to brother sister relationship.
There's nothing special or something happen.
I had ended up this relationship.
We're normal friend.
That's all.
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