选择。

你应该感到庆幸 因为总算逃脱了那个魔掌
不应该感到难过 他不值得让你这么做
他是有多么卑鄙 你心里有数
也许这会是他最愚昧的时刻 被迷蒙 但不管你的事
快乐是短暂的 等你清醒以后 会知道你的所作所为 真幼稚 真笨。

选着离开 也许是成全你们 但不是
只是让我自己好过 可以不再陷在痛苦中
还需要两个月 你的一切我不会再在乎
你要和谁死 与我无关

离开以后 我会很好过。
期待去那里的生活。

再见，贱人。

Follow Me C:

Twitter account has been created for a long time but I didn't update it before.
Currently active in twitter site because I found it there's a place for me to breath.
Less followers, non stalker...I can post what I wanna to share.
It's great. No-one can interfere my life.
And I found that actually some of them also using twitter to share their story but not on facebook.
Maybe they just like me. Just want find a place that belong to us.

Facebook account may be ignored. Still will log in and check the updates from friends.
But maybe some posts or statues will not be shared on facebook anymore.

Join twitter if you want to know about my story. It's a nice website. Really C:

Instagram was a best website to share your photos with your friends.
The one who loves to capture, sharing photo can try to use this.
Started loving on instagram.

Some of the photos that I can't see they share on facebook may find in here.
Feel like knowing people's life more.

To be continue.... C:

两个月以后。

三月份就那样要过了
谁说时间过得很慢？

要紧张的 要压力的 要面对的 要煎熬的
都走过了。
恩，对，走过了。

依然很期待离开雪兰莪的那一天。

看看那日历 真的还只剩下两个月 我就要走了
离开这个多年以来的家
离开这从小到大的城市
离开这一切种种的回忆
到另一个新天地 去寻找属于我自己的梦想、生活
那会是怎样的呢？

说实在 刚开始的不愿意
演变成我现在想要离开的其中一个原因
也许在外面的生活会让我学习更多 成长许多 更加成熟独立
是时候出去走走 看看外面的世界 是长什么样子

还是会牵挂着这儿
毕竟从没有独自出远门 更不懂一个月里能回到几次家
也许一次？ 还是两次？ 或是几个月才回来一次呢？
谁也不知道。

两个月以后，再让你们知道，我在那儿的状况吧
我觉得会很好 C:

Untitled.

Single lady doesn't fall down easily.
My life still have to carry on even I'm alone now.
Admit that I became more independent and tough than before after you had gone.
Not really trust and relay on someone now. I know that's bad for thinking like that.
But what can I do? :)

Trying not to think so much and just let it goes...
I believe that time will take it goes and my wound will recover soon.
Trying to let myself busy so that I won't waste time to think something useless...
I did it well in these few days.

What I hope now is time please pass faster
I want to start my college life
I want to concentrate in study now
I want to leave here
I want forget all the shit memories
I want to meet new friends new life new environment

It's feeling great that I can leave here after these two months.
Leave this saddest place and move to the new area. Can't wait it.
Not coming back...I think so...Maybe after one year? o.O
I don't know.
Just go there to search my dream :)

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There're many people asking me the same question
I couldn't give an actual answer sometime.
Maybe this is the best choice for us.

Just told myself something.......
Something to let myself become more stronger and won't suffer more...

Strong girl has a strong heart.
Don't try to fix me. I'm not broken.