Thanks.

You're my best friend who accompany me always when I was sad. Although you treat me bad always. But you're the one who I can find when I don't know how to face the problem.

Thank you so much my dear friend ♥

The first day of war

Spm had started in this early morning. I was extremely nervous until I can hear the beating sound of my heart.     After today's examination, I felt so sad for my BM paper 2 because I had lost a lot of marks from that paper. I wished the pemeriksa kertas will give me some marks because I had wrote a lot of points for novel but I didn't list the moral values out. My heart was broken when I heard my friends discussing about the novel. I told myself not to cry. We can't change the fact.

Tomorrow paper is BI. It is a very hard subject for me because my english is sucked and I have poor grammar skills. I have tried to memorize some new vocabulary and also some grammar skills. I hope that I can get at least B for the 1119 essays in SPM. I had put some efforts on it. God bless me please.

Reading the notes about step by wicked step, I have no idea and no mood to study. I don't know what can I study for english except the poems. So, I came here to blogging. I just read the theme and the moral values from the notes. I realize that I can understand well and go in the story when I'm reading the notes. Maybe because of I'm also a girl who came from a broken family so I can understand well the feeling of the characters. The theme for the novel is acceptance. It's said acceptance is very crucial to the people who faces the divorce happens. Seems the children were young but they had high maturity to accept and adapt their new live although they could not accept at first. They learnt how to tolerate with their new parents and relatives and work hard to build up a good relationship between them just likes me. I had accepted my mother have a new husband again when my sister told me. I was no surprised when I heard my sis said. I'm an observing girl.

Fine, I have to leave my blog here. Will be continue. Thanks. :)
Jiayou!

SPM left 10 days.

A post before the war begin

Last Tuesday was Chung Hwa Form 5 Student's Graduation Day. I cried that day. Felt not to leave my school and friends. A lot of memories were flashed back when I viewed the video.
I still can remember the first day that I came to Chung Hwa. I met a lot of primary school friends there and knew many new friends. There were many sweet memories that I can't erase it. We played, we laughed, we cried, we shouted..........
I knew it's time to separate with them and my lovely teachers. I felt I have grew up that time. Said goodbye to secondary school's life. Walking toward the reality life. I'm scared.
Tomorrow the war will start. Yea, it's SPM. I can't even sleep tight yesterday. Felt nervous and a little bit of stress. Maybe after the BM paper, I will feel more comfortable. I think so.
Everyone start to do their revision hardly. I still stand at the origin. I read, I wrote, I did past year questions. I don't know I can withstand the war how long....
Jiayou,my dear. :)