隨筆

抱病寫下這篇文章..

給一些朋友:
真的很怕有這一天..我們慢慢會不再聯繫了..
聽朋友說,我有個拿5A3B的朋友明年進了B班..
如果消息沒有任何差錯,那也不就是等於我們還有很多的朋友都會分開了?
不清楚明年的班級是如何分班..但我應該可以知道我們不會在同班了..

真的很怕有這一天..我們再也不會聯繫了..
今年我們已經很少很少聯繫..
如果明年真的不同班了,那恐怕我們真的不會再聯繫了..
安慰自己我可以更專心的上課..但是我能做到嗎? 或許.

真的很怕有這一天..我們會因為不同班而關係疏遠了...
同班了那麼多年..突然跟你不同班,我會不習慣..
少了你的笑聲..少了你跟我作對..我真的會不習慣..
只希望我們的友情不會因此而改變... :]

祝福你.

随笔

今天,有蛮多话很想说..很想说..

1. 学业
在这两个月中,我反复地认真想了想..明年我到底该进什么班呢?
在我拿了初中评估考的成绩后..我很确定..明年我会进A班..
其实,在那成绩前,我已想好好了..我会选择Science Class..奇怪吧?
多数的人都以为我会选择Art Class但是他们错了..
我从没想过要进那一班..只是很想报考那一科..
他们也觉得蛮可惜的..我也是没办法..
说真的..我并不是很想进那一班..
如果Science和Account给我选..我会肯定的告诉你,我对account比较把握..
其实那两班,我真的对它们没兴趣..

2. 朋友
拿了初中评估考的成绩后,我知道一些我蛮要好的朋友的成绩..
他们的成绩不是说很好;也不是说很差..中等
我真的很希望跟他们同班..毕竟我们都同班了3年了..
当然是有点不舍得啦..
记得那时候你还没拿成绩的时候,我们做了个承诺..
希望承诺不被破灭..
当天我很意外,你的手机没钱了,但是你还是会用家里的拨电给我..
毫不犹豫地告诉我你的成绩..你的成绩不比我好,但是你还为我开心..谢谢♥
希望你会记得你答应过我们彼此的事情..也恳求上帝我们明年同班吧...
还有另人,希望他进他理想的班吧 :)

3. 累
这几天把自己搞得累累的..每天就早起晚睡..
是有原因的啦..因为朋友 X)
不想冷落任何一朋友..所以搞到自己如此憔悴..
黑眼圈也明显了好多好多..
这几天,他就很早发封早安简讯给我..所以就很早起..~.~
这几天,跟另外一个朋友一直夜聊..所以就很晚睡.. ==zzZ

4.他和他
-对他有一种莫名的..(很多)
-对他心冷了..
*你们是看不懂的我在写什么*因为我不想说那么多*

Results

Went to school in this morning for taking my PMR result..
Something make me scared and excited when Im going to school..
Saw many friends are waiting their result when I reach there..
Finally, I took my result from my class teacher, Pn.Leong..
I wanted to shout when I saw my result.. (but not 8 A's lar)
I though that I will get at least 3 A's or maximum 6 A's in PMR..But
I got 7 A's..
It's make me happy but not because of my result..
It's I got A in English subject.. Im so suprised and happy :D
In standard 6, I got 6 A's in UPSR and a B for english..
But now in PMR, I got 7 A's and a B for BM..
But it's ok..

My UPSR result in the year of 2007 _ 6 A's

I cried that time when I got my result.

My PMR reult in this year 2010 _ 7 A's

I didnt cried but I was very suprised

Congratulation to all my dearest friends too..

You had do your best in your PMR..

Even there're some peoples looks down..

But I hope they don't want sad again for this..

There's a long path waiting for us to go on..

Try your best again next time in SPM..STPM..and university....

我是誰?

今年我15歲了..

也快迎接16歲的到來了..

你好,我的花名叫_牛牛

[這張照片我根本沒有修改過,只是加了個名,我不喜歡修改照片]

其實我是一個很平凡的女生..

我沒有像她們那么樣漂亮..

但至少還有個完好的樣貌..

我沒有像她們那麼樣苗條..

但至少體重不屬於肥胖型..

我沒有像她們那麼樣高挑..

但至少還有161cm的身高..

我沒有像她們那麼樣瘦小..

但至少不是那麼的很大只..

我沒有像她們那麼樣斯文..

但至少沒有在你面前做做..

我沒有像她們那麼樣溫柔..

但至少我偶爾會關心你們..

我沒有像她們那麼樣會說話..

但至少有話直說不扭扭捏捏..

我沒有像她們那麼樣的輕聲細語..

但至少我的聲量還不至於嚇著你..

我沒有像她們那麼樣熱誠..

但至少還會跟你打個招呼..

我沒有像她們那麼樣聰慧..

但至少我還是有點小智慧..

我:-

-冷酷

-癲狂

-小氣

-孤僻

-怪癖

-很無言

-愛大笑

-講話大聲

-喜歡畫畫

每個人都有每個人的特別,特點..

這,就是我

知道嗎?

Latest Art Works

Hey, I come to show my latest art works again..

Welcome to leave your valuable comment here..

 Merry Christmas is around the corner.

Hohoho.. I done this at My Art Studio.

Cute? LOL

 Human Body_1

Erm...? It's not bad? My first human's draw XD

 Human Body_2

Quite like this.. How about you? Nice or Bad? o.O

Human Body_3

Hehe..Speechless -.-

I say : Next week maybe is the last class for this year..I think I can complete my first level in this year.. Clap hand *^_^*~..Hahaha.. I hope my art skill will improve more again.. And I love art forever...Muacks >3<

Kura's 15th Birthday

Yesterday was Kura's Birthday.

Wish you Happy Birthday!

We celebrated Kura's Birthday on Tuesday night at Pizza Hut.

The first time I celebrated  her birthday together.

Kura was my old friend.

We knew each other 9 years already.

In my heart, Kura was a friendly friend and also a clever girl!

Hope she will happy always and wish her all the best in her life.

Our's big photo.

From behind left to right : Thuan Pin, Leonard, Llyod, Me, Yi Feng

From front left to right : Yong Chiam, Kura, Han, Ei Leen

Actually. I love this photo very much :D

Tell you something:

-My birthday left 29 days more XD

-I saw him but we looked weird ==

-You disappear without inform me! ><

-Next Thurday PMR result coming out ~.~



花式包扎禮物

這是我第一次用花式方法包扎禮物..
第一次包扎,难免會覺得有些困難..
但最後也是完成了啦..哈哈哈 =v=!

讓你瞧一瞧我所包扎的禮物..

好看嗎?

還不賴,對吧?

上邊的彩帶也是我自己做的哦..

不過就沒那麼好看..

因為彩帶太細難做..

不然還可以做得更美更好看 :D

Familiar essay

Yesterday my little Mui Mui suddenly want to come my house to stay one day.
I was very happy for that.
So, she slept with me yesterday.
She came my house and used my computer for online.
I was boring when my sis was using my computer. =.=
She want to stay my house today again but I don't want let her stay.
Haha..Am I bad? LOL

 But wednesday she will come again and stay for 5 days 4 nights.

OMG~!

Mui Mui praised that my cooking was good but actually I'm bad in cooking. SWT

My little Mui Mui.

Mummy bought Christmas present for us today.

Jie jie and me have a new shirt [ GIORDANO LION POLO]..

Mui Mui have a cutie present..

And Jie jie have a 周杰伦限量版专辑[RM119.90..!!!]

The shirt quite expensive..

One shirt cost RM69.00.. O.O!!

Mui Mui's present.

Took this picture from internet. Quite hard to find this ==

My present.

Happy green giordano lion polo lady's shirt.

Jie Jie's shirt was purple but I love green most :D

Additional Math, SUCK!

This picture was took by me.

You can see my book was all in red word.

Suck in Add Math!

Wahaha..Should I happy with my add math tuition test? LOL

I used 1 hour 30mins to do 9 questions only..

Actually there're many questions I haven't done yet..

Just discuss 3 question de answer..

I can say that I wrong all..

S.W.T

Even I still cant to understand Add Math well..

But I dont hate it..

I LIKE IT

Because it has challenging :)

Familiar essay

My mood turned good just now..
I ate too much today because my mood was kindly bad today..
Maybe because of him..aiks..don't think too much,girl..
But I'm felt better right now after chatting with them..
Isshhh..I need to do more exercise tomorrow..

My cousin asked me to do volunteer at an orphange at Bukit Cahaya on this Saturday..
But I haven't give her answer that I want to go or not..
Because maybe I have a trip with my family on this Saturday too..
I was chatting with Jin Joo just now..
And we got chat about this..
He was interested to be volunteer with me on this Saturday..
But we don't have a sure answer that we can go together or not?
I need to wait my mom's answer..
If I can't go..He will not go too..
If he can't go..I will not go too..
Because I don't want lonely..
I was suffering for this..

I hope that I can go trip with my family but I also hope that I can work as volunteer with him..
Aiks..I don't know..Just waiting their answer..
That's all today.
Bye :)

Something to show you :D

Yep..I bought something at Jusco on last Sunday and just now..
There're some stationery, book and ...
I'm waiting and preparing the things for school reopen...

Just now, I saw my primary school friend..But I doesn't say HI to her... :(
She's Amelia. Her appearance and height still same..Her hair still short..
But she can't regonize me..Maybe I had changed a lot..
I'm ugly, have a tom-boy hair style, wear spec when primary school..
Now I'm prettier than before, have a long hair, less wear spec...
I was happy to see her again :D

Something to show you...

I took this from Bukit Tinggi Jusco_Christmas tree.

Some stationery that I bought_RM23.60 (total cost)

A good english book_RM23.90 after discount

Yesterday I was very furry that my english book was lost!

I don't know who steals my book but... ...

So I buy this book..too bad :[



Yep...I love HL milk.. <3

The best choice..!

My aunt bought 3 small boxes of strawberries for me from Cameron.

Yep..They knew that I love strawberry most..

Yummy..It's tasty..!

I want to say: This friday maybe have a travel with family..Hoho..I want took many pictures that day...^^

Latest Art Work

Hey dear friends..
I were very happy to share my latest art work with you..
See down here :)

There're my newest art work..
And also the new topic that I learn : Human Body_Hands and Legs

There're many hands. Which hand that you thought that most like yours?

Haha..Just joke with you..

Remarks by teacher : Good job..Your composition of hands was good..

The second art work : Human body_legs

Well..I hate to colour the trousers and skirt..

I want to say : Now, Im learning human drawing now..After done another 5 human, then I can up level..Quite excited for this..Then, I can learn something harder than level 1.. Very expert that day Im coming up level..Yoo-ho~

Welcome to leave your valuable remarks..

I will appreciate it..Thanks :D

Familiar essay

Yep..December was occurred now..
I very regret that I had waste the valuable time on November..
Just keep watching movie, facebooking, sms+ing..
But I didn't totally wasted the time..
I still have to attend Add Math tuition class..=o=

Now I'm having migraines to arrange my tuition timetable for this month or next year/month..
A lot of my dearest friends already have started their tuition after PMR..
Most of them tuition at Delta or ET..
But I didn't go there for tuition cause the transport problem..

Now, I still consider what tuition class I have to take..
Wawasan Tuition Timetable:
English  [MON, 6PM-8PM] (RM50) *Maybe I will take this
Add Math [TUE, 8PM-10PM] (RM50)
Math [FRI, 7PM-8.30PM] (RM40)
Chin Tuition Timetable:
Science [MON, 3.30PM-5.00PM] (RM50)
Math [MON, 5PM-6.30PM] (RM50) *Maybe I will take this
BM [TUE, 3.30PM-5.30PM] (RM50)
Physics [WED, 7.15PM-8.45] (RM50) *Taking this month or nxt month
Chemistry [WED, 8.45PM-10.15PM] (RM50) *Taking this month or nxt month
Add Math [THURS, 7PM-9PM] (RM50) *Taking now
English [FRI, 3.30PM-5.30PM] (RM50)
A/C [8PM-10PM] (RM50)
Sejarah [ still don't know] *Taking this month but still don't know the time

I want to say : I'm f*king crazy for that timetable..Because if I take english at wawasan..I cant take math at chin tuition..Later I will dicuss with my teacher..Hope that he will help me to adjust again the math timetable for me..If not, I think I will only take english then math not need to tuition..See first..


I told myself..
I must study hard and also study smart now..
And improve my english vacabulary and grammar because..
I dont want be the most stupid at good class..!
So, I start to do revision even that doesn't have a lot of benifits..(I think so)
But I sure that I will be more smart one day  if I keep studying...

I want to say: I read this book just now..And do some question in this book..I was sad for that when I discover that I'm really weak in English..Some simple question I can do but some hard question I can't understand if I doesn't search dictionary for those meaning..But I'm very happy that I had learn some new words today :D

我想说

30.11.2010
昨天一大早就起身下KL去了...
妈咪帮我把头发给烫直了...
做了大概有4个钟...屁股不痛反而是头很酸...
这是我的新造型...好看么?

小语：昨晚夜归..回家中骂..我，哭了..你喜欢怎样骂就怎样骂..因为我说什么都无补于事..习惯就好..我就这样常对自己这么说...

1.12.2010

我想说,

1.今天是新的一个月..也是2010年的最后一个月..我没有什么打算..就只想安然度过这个月份..等待新一年的到来..又再踏回我的中学生活..不同的是明年的生活会少了你..但我会慢慢习惯..我该会将明年的生活把它更新过..从新做回那个我..虽然回来的不是完完全全的那个我,但是我会尝试..因为我在勉强自己做不可能的事..

2.还是那一句话..你过得好吗?我想说,我过得蛮好..那你呢?

欣宜说过,或许我们的感情比起一般的朋友还来的不平凡...也许你就是上天派来保护我的守护神..要我珍惜这段友谊..

或许是吧..我坦诚,我不是那么很珍惜这段感情..但至少我曾有努力的挽回过..很想把那条裂缝给补救回来..但是补救回来的感情,最终还是淡化了..所以,我有点想放弃..我和锦祖做了个决定..幸亏还有他的相伴..不然我垮了也没人晓得..

还是那句,希望你好好..